Change

Hello!(:

I've been weighing something on my mind here for a while. I love my blog. Always have. Always will. But I've been so absent from it lately and Lord knows I do have multiple chances to post. I have sat down so many times lately and opened up a post writing thingie and gotten halfway through and just stopped because it was nothing like what I want to portray on my blog.

I have changed a lot during that past year. I first started becoming absent because I just got to where I would throw something on and not care what it looked like, and I felt like that wasn't the kind of fashion I wanted on my blog. But it became a habit, and I became too busy to take pictures of my outfits when they did look good, or I would look good in the morning and then get all sweaty fourth hour and I wouldn't look the same I did that morning through sweaty hair or lack of make-up.

And then my blog took a turn towards more of a "my life" type of blog. I basically have been posting random things that happen to me, and preaching.

My fashion blog I started three years ago. I look back on my pictures now and I read it in a little girls voice and I see that little girl in pictures.

I turn 16 in 5 months. Looking back on my blog reminds me of how much I have grown, how I have began to fill in my body. I am taller, with a slimmer waist. My legs are a lot more toned. I have lost all of my baby fat.

I'm a lot older than the 12 year old who started this.

I feel like I need to change my blog up a little. To portray a side of me that I show through more than just my clothes, or what I think. I am a creative, aspiring teenager. I am going to a college camp (that is really hard to get into) this summer. I will be working to become a better athlete. And then July I will be taking a break for a little while, but this is beside the point.

I am starting to work for my dreams. I am almost through with Drivers Ed. I am not some little girl enchanted with imaginary things. I still love being a little kid, but sometimes there are moments when you just have to mature a little bit.

And I feel like those moments are starting to happen.

I'm going to be changing up my blog a little bit. It won't be full out fashion, although I am beginning to find myself there too. I think I am going to start finding myself, and documenting it on my blog. I feel like this summer will be my summer. I feel like right now is as good a time as any for change. And I think I'm going to do just that.

My blog will be changing along with me. I am thinking about changing the name one last time to something I want to keep for a long time. Most likely through the rest of my career in blogging. I will be changing the design.

So if you see this don't flip.

And you know I'm serious about this because I just finished a blog post AND am posting it.

I'm proud :P

Much Love!(:
-Bree♥