What Happens When It All Ends?

I forced myself to write this.But I guess you guys need to know why I haven't been posting,so its fine.

First off,I started school Thursday(August 18).I get home at four(one bus,two routes and unfortunately I'm on the second)

I also have gym last hour(when it's ,you know,108 outside).

And I also found something that made me incredibly sad....

Lets just say it was on Facebook.

And someone posted pictures.

And my cousin was tagged in them.

Doing something I have prayed and hoped and wished he wouldn't do.I have cried myself to sleep at night,thinking about it.Before and after the pictures.

He still did it.

Now the only place I find happiness is in music,blogging,books,and church.And school(sometimes).

Oh,yeah! I have a question for you guys.

I have a nervous habit.

I giggle.When I'm nervous.

Anyone know how to stop?

Okay,just had to vent there.

I just haven't felt like it.But tomorrow,I'll post something to do with fashion.I promise!